Boricua Princess (puerto_rican518) wrote in souless_village,
Boricua Princess
puerto_rican518
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reflection

man...i have just looked back at some of the entries i wrote about when me and Rebecca had just broke up and DAYUM i had it pretty bad...all those things that i read...i started to remember how in horrible shape i was without her...and man am i here to say that THANK GOD time does heal wounds. Never in a million years did i think that i would be here today and feel the way i do about her now. I still totally love her...and like i said in a previous entry...i will always love her no matter what...that part was definetely true, but man am i glad to be here where i am right now...the fact that i am who i am today without is proof that it's not the end and there are plenty of things to come after a break up. If anyone has read my previous entries i was a complete mess...i mean COMPLETE MESS...but now i am happy...indepedant...have a good job...still in school workin towards that degree. I am writing this entry solely for the purpose to provide other people that have been in a reltionship and have felt as though they are at the bottom and can't get up...baby if ur at the bottom...the only way to go is up. i thought i would never live to see the day that i was 100% over her...but here i am. I am not gonna lie and say that it is not gonna hurt and that it's not gonna take time. For me it hurt like crazy and sometimes i think about it and it still hurts...but it always will...and it took me 2 years to be sure i was over her...and not everyone is gonna take that long...but it will happen...i promise. if u have any questions...please feel free to write me. Like i said earlier...this is just for those who are where i once was...just thought i would let u know that ur not alone.
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hey, im beth.
i came on your site randomly and i really get what your saying about how tough it is to get over someone. i was really in love with this guy (wont say his name bc he has a lj aswell) and i cared aout him so much but i was always the friend. well it never worked out, but i am still not quite over him. whenever i see him on campus my stomach luanches to my throat. were still friends, but that makes it really hard. i looked back at my deadjournal stuff and man i sounded really dumb. i was so upset. i tottaly get what your saying.
hope you have a happy new year!
-love beth
Well, hello beth. you know...me and rebecca hang out(my ex) every once in a while...and i still feel like that about her. She is just so beautiful and i remmeber some of the times that we spent together. I am sorry that that guy never knew what was right in front of his face the whole time. It's a huge mistake on his part. Having someone right there...so close...yet so far is a horrible feeling. I know i was infatuated with one of my friends and i know that he was an awesome guy and i could TOTALLY fall for him...but we were just friends too. I wanted more...he didn't. It sucks...i know. But when you find that one person, that give you the tingles all over ur body when u see them...those glassy eyes that you just can't get enough of...the you would do anything for them feelings...and then feel the same way about you...it's worth it! i am just hoping that i will have that feeling again. It is hard for me to imagine feeling like that about another person...but they say it happends ;-)!!! BUT enough about all that mushy stuff ;-). I am glad that u wrote me and i hope that we can get to know eachother a lil...i haven't written in my lj lately cause work has me dying over here...but someone has make my car and insurance payments right? Anywho...it was nice to hear from you beth. hope to hear from you soon.