man...i have just looked back at some of the entries i wrote about when me and Rebecca had just broke up and DAYUM i had it pretty bad...all those things that i read...i started to remember how in horrible shape i was without her...and man am i here to say that THANK GOD time does heal wounds. Never in a million years did i think that i would be here today and feel the way i do about her now. I still totally love her...and like i said in a previous entry...i will always love her no matter what...that part was definetely true, but man am i glad to be here where i am right now...the fact that i am who i am today without is proof that it's not the end and there are plenty of things to come after a break up. If anyone has read my previous entries i was a complete mess...i mean COMPLETE MESS...but now i am happy...indepedant...have a good job...still in school workin towards that degree. I am writing this entry solely for the purpose to provide other people that have been in a reltionship and have felt as though they are at the bottom and can't get up...baby if ur at the bottom...the only way to go is up. i thought i would never live to see the day that i was 100% over her...but here i am. I am not gonna lie and say that it is not gonna hurt and that it's not gonna take time. For me it hurt like crazy and sometimes i think about it and it still hurts...but it always will...and it took me 2 years to be sure i was over her...and not everyone is gonna take that long...but it will happen...i promise. if u have any questions...please feel free to write me. Like i said earlier...this is just for those who are where i once was...just thought i would let u know that ur not alone.